Sunday, 25 July 2010

I hate farewell...
The after-effect SUCKS!!!
Even though i know that i can still meet the person, but things are not the same anymore :(
My colleagues and I agree that it was an excellent farewell lunch for him...
Ok i'm getting very EMO lately...haiz...

Friday, 23 July 2010

Thursday, 22 July 2010

I wish to turn back time...to probably 6 months ago...
And i want the time to stop ticking there...
So much hope, so much to look forward to...
Sad...sad...sad...
Corporate world? I just want a taste of it...

Monday, 19 July 2010

I am seeing the nasty part of Corporate World...
Be strong!

Friday, 16 July 2010

When he told me personally on the day he did it, i was really shocked and disheartened.
I was really sad to lose the opportunity to work with him.
Few days have passed by and the sadness sinks in even deeper...
Those closer to me have been emailing me about this issue, recognizing the tremendous care and support that he has given to me all this while and what a pity that i'm going to lose all this...
A sentence in one of these emails that brought me to tears: "Don't worry, I have confidence in you. Keep up your fighting spirit. I will always support you."

Huaaaaaaaa.............................................

Tuesday, 6 July 2010

I pity my mum...

She made this remark yesterday when I asked her about my friend's wedding: "I was seated at the banquet table by myself and looking at the stage made me wonder when it will be my turn to be seating there on my daughter's wedding!"

She has been attending a lot of my friends' wedding recently as their parents are my parents' friends...

Then she continued, "You faster get married...don't be choosy!"

If you are the third party, who will you pity more? My mum or me? I'm not choosy...instead i don't even have choices in the first place. And the word "Faster"...what does it imply? My grandma made the same remark when she called me up on my birthday, "Faster, dont wait longer!"

You mean i can just grab any guy by the road side and get married? is that what the word 'Faster' implies? If i already found the right man...if i'm in a steady relationship...then it'll be fair to say the word "faster" rite?

I am wondering myself...everytime i look at those grand wedding pictures that are continuously being uploaded into Facebook, i always ask myself: "When will it be my turn? When will I be tagged in a nice wedding dress with 'the one' by my side?"

Another long-lost Indo friend, who wished me Happy Birthday on Facebook, made another remark, "Faster Lyd, all of us here are already having kids!" WTH! You are just rubbing salt on my wound...what do u expect me to reply? You think i also dont want to be faster ah?
I replied, "It's ok, you guyz can go ahead, i still want to enjoy my youth!" What a lie!

My Indo gang knows me well...so sweet of them to get me a heart-shaped birthday cake...that i had a hard time figuring out how to cut it so that my love life won't be cursed if i cut it wrongly! They know what i will wish for on my birthday...Indeed, i made the same wish for all the candles that i blew this year!

The wish aside, I actually dream to be the prettiest bride on my wedding day!