huaaaaa....the feeling of being ignored SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!
What on earth am i doing? why do i still bother to send sms when i know that i will only receive back a 2-3 words reply, or not even a single reply at all...
I HATE IT!!! I HATE THE SITUATION I'M IN!!!!!!!!

I LOVE CHICAGO!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's freaking HOT & SEXY!!!
And now i can't even get the songs and images out of my mind...

Preparing for a wedding is a very stressful process...
But i think not knowing whether you are going to get married or who you are going to marry is even more stressful and mentally-draining!

It's really damn shiok!
Sitting at Swensen's over prawn & fruit salad on my right for lunch while reading "This is not the life i ordered" on my left...and feeling relieved that i'm not arrowed to do crowd control today for CCL opening!

I MISS BISHAN DEPOT! I WANT TO GO BACK TO BISHAN DEPOT :(

I really think i don't deserve such a good treatment at work...It's too good to be true! I am always amazed at how my colleagues, my superiors, and my bosses treat me...what did i do to deserve that treatment? Back in Squire Mech, i also experienced similar treatment from some people...

If my love life can really bloom like my work life, i think i would be the happiest person on earth :)

My recent self-reflection came to a conclusion that I am born into this world to STUDY and WORK! U give me things to study or tasks to complete and i promise that i'll deliver the final results to the BEST of my ability...even if it takes away my sleeping time or it drains my tear glands...That's the kind of automatic commitment that u'll get...so my conclusion is 100% valid!

Right now, I am just living on a hope...a hope that one day everything will be alright, that i'll be like any normal girls out there, that i would get married, have kids, and the story continues...Will that day ever come to my life?

This week is my last week in this department...SO SAD!!!
The feeling was similar to my last week in Squire Mech...I have lots of things to finish up before I leave, my desk is at its messiest state, people have been coming to my cubicle and messaging me to say that they gonna miss me...some even made me promise that i'll come back here after my final rotation!

I GONNA MISS THEM TOO!!!
I gonna miss all the good treatment that i have been getting for the past 8 months...haiz...

Next week i'll report to the Headquarter...no more reliance on shuttle bus to go to work, higher chance of not being chased after office hour, more expensive lunch...the only good thing is that i'll get the feeling of working at CBD area and i'll join those CBD working crowd!!!ho ho ho...